x ..youre a god and i am not .. x

2005-08-27T01:15:00.000-07:00

You're personality is okay, but not everyone is
perfect right? Your hairstyle would probably
something that everyone has, but with a bit of
your likeness. Sort of like Good Charlotte.

Are you open minded?
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Spoofs :D

2005-08-23T17:48:00.000-07:00

Baaaaaaaaaaaaad!

Hay kakauwi ko lang galing school. Here's one of my matino posts. Heehee. wala na kasi akong time minsan. Anyway, Grabe, miss ko na mga friends ko. Hmm. wala lang. May isa akong 'close friend' na sobrang miss ko na pero sobrang laki din ng tampo ko sakanya. Akalain mo, sa lahat naman ng kaibigan ko, siya tong di talaga tumatawag sakin. Aba. Eh mas na flattered pa nga ako kay Martee eh. Buti pa siya kahit twice a week lang tumatawag parin. Ewan ko ba. Grr. Syempre ako ang taas ng pride ko diba? Bat ako tatawag sakanya? wala ba siyang kamay para mag dial ng telephone? Grr. Wala lang. Nakakapikon lang kasi. Why will I do the first move diba. haha. swapang ampooocha.

Grades. :)

Wah! :) nakuha ko na report card ko kahapon and luckily, matataas naman. Puro line of 8. 81, 88, 87 and 86. Except for MATH. =/ grr. 73 ako. :( haha. pero okay lang, di naman nagalit si mama. Heehee. :) Nakikipag bet nga ako eh, pataasan ng grades this quarter. haha, :) sana mataas para panalo. ;) Bwahaha. :) wala lang. Ngayon, Im enjoying my new school na. not like before na puro reklamo nalang. haha. :)

Crush. :))

Bwhahahahahahaha! I have a new crush. Gusto niyo malaman kung sino? Secreeeet. :) haha. basta palagi ko siyang nakikita sa school. :) then, I attend the training sa track para nakita siya. :) Oh diba ang saya? :D hahahhahaha. wala lang. nakakailang nga lang pag nakikita ko siyang nakatingin din tapos di na ko makakatingin ulit sakanya. haha. wala lang. hehe.

I have to go. :D haha. BByeeeeeeeeeeeeee. :D Till next post nalang. :D

2005-08-19T18:16:00.000-07:00

Heya. hehe. wala lang. kanina.. habang naglulunch kami sa eatery, may nakatabi kaming mga 3rd year.. nakakailang.. kumakain kami tapos tingin ng tingin. ang worst pa nga dun, nahalata namin eh. :)) ahahah. :)) kung ako yun, di na ako mgpapakita. haha. joke lang. bbye.

Poof

2005-07-28T18:30:00.000-07:00

may nabasa ako na d naman dapat mabasa. haha. i just read someones blog awhileago. wala lang. msakit. hahaha. [mukhang gago, masakit na nga tawa pa] anyway. i dont like the number 24 na. sakanila na yun. pakasaya silang dalawa. kalimutan ko nalang yun. haha. baad. siguro nga dapat di ko nalang siya kausapin. haha. di na nga. sige have to go. bubhye. :)

2005-07-28T17:08:00.000-07:00

Quotes:

I know that I love you not because you're the first thing I think of when i woke up

Or because you're the last thing I walk away.

It took all the strenght not to look back but I did it anyway.

Big mistake.. the tears fell endlessly for the next three days, I called to let my family know that I was okay.

I remember, she put you on the phone and I remember I started to cry.

I remember saying I had to go but I dont remember why.

I remember when you said goodbye,

I remember the tears that fell.

But Im thinking I remember this a little too well.

Wala lang. wala akong magawa. nakakainis magkasunod yung Long test at Exams. ahaha,. parang Miriam. :D hahah. wala lang. bubhye! :D

2005-06-30T03:34:00.000-07:00

daming homework. :\ kakapagod. di na ko maka nood ng tv tapos palagi pa kong puyat. argh. tama ba naman kasing 4:30 dismisal time. nako. tapos kung mag bigay sila ng homework eh, ang dami dami! ang baet. haha. pero okay lang. kaso sana next time kahit mga 3:30 or 3:45 yung dismisal time para may time makapag aral. haha! woah, ngayon lang ako nag reklamo kasi nawawalan ako ng oras mag aral haha! sigeh, have to go! gagawa pa ako ng hw. :)

*You took everything.. while i was staring at the sun..*

woot

2005-06-28T03:19:00.000-07:00

I went to mc nung friday. I was kinda late pa nga eh! haha. pero i saw them din. I saw Bianca, Chay, Migs, Dana, Mm, Rozen, Jan dami nila. :D hahaha. wala lang. Tapos pinakilala nila sakin si Ina. haha. New student. :) wala lang. baet. haha. hay. actually sobrang bitin yung pag punta ko. masaya akong malungkot. nakita ko nga sila Migs.. eh, di ko naman nakausap barkada ko. eh mga Hi, Hoi lang kami. Dami kasing harang nung day na yun. may Banaag tapos kasama ko naman sila migs.. ayan di tuloy kami nakapag usap usap. haha. kung sino naman talaga yung mga namiss ko, di ko naman nakausap! ano ba yan. pero nakausap and nakasama ko naman yung iba. :) So, yung next time na pupunta ako sa mc.. dun naman ako sa mga very close friends ko pupunta. sorry bianca and rozen ah.. miss ko na kayo.. oh well. hahaha. nung nakita ko kayo, parang gusto kong umiyak. haha. pero pinigil ko nalang. tapos nung pag uwi ko sa bahay dun ko na tinuloy. hahaha. ang drama ko! ahahah. :D sigeh bye na muna. :D tccc. :D

2005-06-16T17:40:00.000-07:00

Just got home from school. kapagod and as usual, dami naming ginawa. nag test kami sa english kanina and sa chinese math. whew. wala lang. nga pala!! my mom allowed me to go to mc next friday, sa 24! hahaha. :) TWENTYFOUR. oooh, monthsaa. :) ahahhaahah. im too excited. wala lang. i told migs na nga na im going sa 24 eh. wala lang. katext ko siya kagabi. and ofcourse im so happy. :) haha. mukha na bang gago? ahhahha. tapos may isang online ngayon. poocha, wala talaga siyang balak pansinin ako diba? sana kahit IM man lang pero wala eh. i dont wanna text her na. sayang sa credits and sayang sa panahon, eh di naman ako rereplyan. haha. wala na talaga siyang balak mamansin. nakakawalang gana. grrrrr. nasa friendster account niya ako. haay. para bang tuwing kailangan lang niya ko dun lang niya ko nilalapitan. hay. pero ako kahit anong mangyare, palagi ako kasama niya. haay, anong klaseng tao yan. hay. well ill stop this shit na. haha nagddrama lang ako eh. wala lang, :)

I miss migs na. :) bow.

Byee. :)

2005-06-14T18:12:00.000-07:00

i didnt blog for almost a month. busy kasi tapos classes started na. ang hectic ng sched, hanggang 4:30 kasi pasok ko. 7:00-2:00 yung english class tapos 2:00-4:30 yung chinese. nakakapagod pero ang saya. haha! yung mga classmates ko mababait naman kahit mejo magulo.. and hindi sila deadma. but still, the best parin ang mc. ;) i just wish na sana carbon copy nalang mga tao sa sakya at sa mc para walang problema. para mas masaya ako. haha. wala daw kaming classes sa friday. di lang nga ako sure kung this friday or next friday. Basta kung anong "friday" man yun, baka pumunta ako sa mc. wala lang. coz i miss my friends so much. ibang iba yung friends ko sa sakya compared sa mc.. and ibang iba ako sa sakya compared sa mc. hindi ko nga mapakita yung real me eh. haha. and people there doesnt see me as me but they see me the way i make them see me. oh big difference dba? im happy with sakya.. no wonder. i have my own friends na. but still, it feels so different when im with them. parang i cant do na the things na i used to do when im with my mc friends. i cant avoid to compare. haha! they are comparable. :)) hahaha!

There are many things i miss about my mc life na.. i miss my friends.. chay, bianca, rozen, migs, dana, miko, moe, mm.. i miss the way we laugh together. i miss those times we make tambay sa cafe. i miss the conyo moments i spent with chay. i miss the way we argue. i miss the way we talk. i miss the way they asks me for help. i miss the way they cry because of someone. i miss those smiles. i miss those kwentos. i miss all of our asaran. i miss those conversations. i simply miss them. sometimes i cant help but cry whenever i remember our times together. believe it or not.. i still cant accept the fact na hindi na ko mc. and whenever i think about it.. the more i feel guilty. parang nag popop sa utak ko yung word na SANA. sana nag seryoso ako. sana nakinig ako. sana tumino ako kahit sandali lang. SANA. wala na kong magagawa... di naman mababalik ng sana ko yung mga nangyare. if only i could turn back time.. but i cant. if i was to spend another day with you guys, id make the most out of it. ill have fun with you. kasi nung huli tayong nagkita kita, we didnt spent a lot of time together. may kanya kanya din tayong ginawa. kung alam lang natin kung anong mangyayari, sana di ganun ang ginawa natin sa gabing yun diba? sayang. pero, i hope March 18 wont be the last time were going to see each other. sa grad niyo, pupunta ako. :) gusto ko andun kayong lahat! iba na talaga pag knollers noh? haha. andaming happy moments. kahit na bumaha na ng luha sa dulo masaya parin tayo. at sa dulo, tayo parin magkakasama. :) walang iwanan diba? haha. masaya ako pag nakikita ko pictures niyo. kasi para ko na din kayong nakikita. haha. itigil na nga ang dramang to. haha. :p

i have to go. :) mag aaral pa ako eh. :) guys!! keep in touch aryt? mwah mwah mwah. i love you all. :) take care. :)

wishlist.

2005-05-16T13:03:00.000-07:00

wish list. :)
-BMX!!
-Bench stuffs.
-A flat screen pc. :)
-Watches from Swatch. ;)
-Kitchie Nadal's guitar. :p -impossible. :)
thats all for know haha.
may makulit kasi na epal. haha. dba mela? nako, mang flood daw ba ng puro =)). eh nakakairita pag sa YM finoflood ka dba? tapos may sounds pa! argh. he's so damn makuleet. :(( naiiyak na ko. potaa.

2005-05-14T16:20:00.000-07:00

Through the fire _Nina
I look in your eyes and I can see
Weve loved so dangerously
Youre not trusting your heart to anyone
You tell me you’re gonna play it smart
Were through before we start
But I believe that weve only just begun

When it’s this good, theres no saying no
I want you so, I’m ready to go

Chorus:
Through the fire
To the limit, to the wall
For a chance to be with you
I’d gladly risk it all
Through the fire
Through whatever, come what may
For a chance at loving you
I’d take it all the way
Right down to the wire
Even through the fire

Iknow youre afraid of what you feel
You still need time to heal
And I can help if you’ll only let me try
You touch me and something in me knew
What I could have with you
Well I’m not ready to kiss that dream goodbye

When it’s this sweet, theres no saying no
I need you so,
I’m ready to go

*Repeat chorus

Through the test of time..

*repeat chorus

Through the fire, to the limit
Through the fire, through whatever
Through the fire, to the limit
Through the fire, through whatever

wala lang.. :) haha. i like the song. :) its already 4:40 here in the philippines. haha. tapos 4:40 din sa states.. ngayon lang matutulog si migs, so mamaya bagsak siya. ;) haha. tulog yun mamaya. :)) hahahaha! ewan ko ba, sad siya kanina i dont know why.. she doesnt even know why she's feeling that.. I think she wants to go home already.. she's home sick. ;) haha. oh well.. i admit, its quite different nung wala si migs.. wala akong katext ehh.. =\ haha. :) well, i hope she's going to be back soon. :) yes she will. :)

2005-05-14T16:04:00.000-07:00

im here in netopia today.. yung ate ko kasi eh.. :)) haha,. may kakaibang gimick nanaman. :p anyway, 2 hours akong online today.. :) anyway, kachat ko si annachi, haha.. di ko na siya maaasar every lunch. :) haha! and di na niya ko maaasar kay abiog! haha!! yey! finally my life's going to be quiet. :) joke haha.. quiet but not happy.. ngek, drama. :) kachat ko din si migs and mm. :) haha.. Si migs, di pa tulog. 3:40 am na dun may insomia siya. :) bwahahaha. ang weird namin, di na kami mag kaintindihan :)) hahaha. wala lang. ang weiweird ng mga tao ngayon.. haha..

anyway, i have a new favorite song.. :) Through the fire. :) haha.. wala lang. :) inaaway ako ni Migs. :)) bwahahaha ganti daw nung last time na nagaway kami.. :)) inaway ko daw siya una eh so ngayon siya gumaganti. :)) Tama ba yun!? hahahaha.. :)) Pero okay lang, ayoko naman mag end up kami tulad nanaman nung dati. :)

Im updating my profile sa friendster. :) haha, halata bang im so bored? haha.. sige, ill blog again later.. :) take care. :)

2005-05-13T14:04:00.000-07:00

Wow, may Blog ni si wylie. bwahaha. tamad ah. joke. :) haha. wala lang. special mention. ;)

Pabalik na si migs!! hehe.. wala lang.. it means that.. dito na siya ulit.. pwede na gumimick. :) haha.. we dont have to worry about her na.. missing her and everything. :) were going to see you soon dude. ;) hehe.. Alarm clock ako ni nath. ;) haha.. grabe nakakamiss siya. :) haha.. tuwing gabi palagi ko siyang katext tapos sabay pa kami nanonood ng hiram. :)) hahaha!! "NATH HIRAM NA!!" bwahaha.. sayang.. nyehk.. past love. :p past is past.. haha.. pero love ko parin siya, :) haha.. halata bang wala akong masabi? hehe..

I have a new layout. :) haha IPOD-LESS. :)) haha.. in real life IPOD-LESS talaga. :)) hahha, soree poor kami eh. ;) wenk. haha.. wala lang..

Guys, wanna remind you all na Friday the 13th ngayon so ingat lang.:) haha.. mahirap na ang masugatan :) ha? take care for mee. :) mwah love yoo all. :)

Sigeh maya nalang uklit ako mag bblog.. nakakawalang gana eh.. :) byee. :)

Love lotz,
Elaii bobwelai. :)

2005-05-10T12:05:00.000-07:00

Mga tanong ko sa buhay. [ngaak :p]
-Bakit ba nauso ang love kung masasaktan ka lang din naman?
-Bakit blue ang sky?
-Bakit may bakla and tibo?
-Bakit ba umiiyak pag nasasaktan?
-Bakit kailangan pa magmahal?
-Bakit kailangan ka saktan ng taong mahal mo kahit na binigay mo na lahat?
-Bakit may mga manhid?
-Bakit ba tayo nagmamahal?
-Bakit ba may mga taong dadating sa buhay mo na akala mo mamahalin din ikaw pero sasaktan ka lang pala?

Mga bagay na kinaiinisan ko sa mundo.
-Pag mahal mo, ayaw sayo..
-Pag mahal ka, ayaw mo..
-Mdalas na minamahal ng mga tao ay manhid.
-kailangan pa mag aral bago magtrabaho!
-Kasama sa buhay ang math. :(
-people now a days are too insensitive,
-May mga tao na pag mahal mo, ibibigay mo na lahat pero wala parin siyang pake.
-Lalapitan ka lang ng iba pag may kailangan.
-Pinipili ng ibang tao ang friends nila kesa sa girlfriend nila.
-People spend so much of their time on useless things..

Things i have to forget..
-Loving someone who is a world away.
-Missing that someone.

Anyway..
kanina naalala ko.. kung sinunod ko yung sinabi ng mom ko na di na dapat ako ng grade 7 and ng st. paul nalang dapat ako.. edi, i couldve missed a lot in my life right now.. for sure, di ko nakilala ang 2 sa mga importanteng tao sa buhay ko. :) haha.. ndi ko sana nakilala si mica and migs.. wow.. nagkamali ako kasi di ko sinunod ang mama.. kung sinunod ko siya, siguro im studying sa st paul not in sakya.. but i never regreted it.. kasi nagkamali man ako, may maganda naman na nangyre.. :) haha.. i knew who my real friends are. :) and im happy about that fact.. :) thats all for now.. bye. :)

-Elai-bobwelai. :)

poof.

2005-05-10T11:10:00.000-07:00

just got home from school. and as usual, wala nanaman akong magawa. :) hehe. its too early for people to go online din, so wala pa ko masyadong kachat so here i am, blogging. hehe. ang boring. aga ko umuwi today kasi wala akong chinese lessons. sana palagi nalang wala. ;) hahaha. seriously, tinatamad akong mag aral ng chinese but learning it is fun. haha. :) ayun.. wala akong masulat. anyway.. alam niyo pag kakaiba ng mga lesbo sa bago kong school sa mc? kasi yung mga lesbo sa sakya, are treated as boys. :)) haha! i aint a lesbo already. :)) haha! kasi theres this certain girl sa sakya.. she's a a lesbo shes hangging out with boys akala ko tuloy guy din siya. :)) haha! kung di niya kasma mga guy buds niya she's definitely with her girl. heehee. :) wala lang. brb! :)

im bored.

2005-05-09T15:24:00.000-07:00

wwoot. wala lang. i just realized how much i miss migs already. haha. parang 52 days since i last saw her. haha. ooh nice. eh kelan ko kaya siya ulit makikita.. haha. sa fair pupunta ako sa mc! haha. il attend pati yung concert. ;) for the sake of my friends. i so damn miss them already. :( parang the only thing that connects me to them is the 24/7 call and text unlimited and the Yahoo messanger. :)) haha. buo. walalang. :)

im sick. :( sinisipon ako and inuubo. :( nilagnat na ko at lahat. haha! hirap huminga. anyway, tinamad akong pumasok sa summer class ko nung saturday.. haha. buti nalang di nagalit teacher ko.. anyway, yung mayabang kong classmate ay nagsalita nanaman.. haha :)) and as usual, hinangin ako. :)) wala na yatang ibang mas yayabang pa sakanya. :)) pfft. dapat ang mga tulad niya nilalagyan ng scotch tape ang bibig. :)) ang yabang to death.. haha!

ang daming nagtatanong kung sino si pumba.. haha! sasagutin ko nalang dito.. si PUMBA ay si MIGS. okay guys? wala nang magtatanong ha? ngak sunget amp. :p heehee.. wala akong magawa. ;) hehe. my tagboard isnt up. :)) haha. tinopak nanaman..

sweetie. :)

2005-05-05T14:05:00.000-07:00

wow. haha. its been like how many days since i last blogged. anyhoo. dami nangyari this weekend. i went to the province last friday. umuwi nung monday. short vacation lang. :( bwisit kasi yung summer na yan. haha. wala lang. hay. ang daming nangyari na ewan. di maganda. umiyak ako. umiyak siya. umiyak na lahat. :) cant just everyone be happy? pag masaya ako, siya naman malungkot. pag malungkot ako, nalulungkot din siya. bwahaha. funneeeh. di magkasundo ang moods namin. :) poof.

anyweeehy.. there's this close friend of mine who's always crying because of his so dumb boyfriend. sorry for the term, but he is. ;) haha!! naaawa na ko sa friend ko kasi alam ko kung gaano niya kamahal yung boyfriend niya tapos its like the guy doesnt give a damn. grr. nakakasira ng araw mehn. lalang. everytime she texts me, she always says.. "elai, nakakainis siya.. di nanaman siya nagtetext." grr! as a boyfriend sana he's doing his part! its not that the girls the only one who is doing her part to make their relationship last. grr! minsan i dont think he loves the girl na.. pero duh ofcourse he does. kung hindi niya mahal yung friend ko dapat nakipagbreak na siya.. grrrrrrrrr. oh well.. sometimes i pity my friend na.. she doing everything for the sake of their relationship while the other is.. wala lang. =/ kupal siya. tapos pati friends nung girl pinagseselosan niya. duh, kanino pa ba lalapit yung girl kung may problema siya dba? syempre sa friends. eh wala pa yung magaling niyang boyfriend. haha. nakakagigil. but what can i do.. mahal niya eh.
and she'll do anything talaga.. haay. anyweeeehy.. if youre reading my blog.. you know who you are.. :) just remember that whatever happens.. im still with you sweetie.. aryt? :) loveyoo :) i have a song for you sweetie. :)

you and me-Lifehouse

What day is it And in what month This clock never seemed so alive I can't keep up and I can't back down I've been losing so much time

Cause it's you and me and all of the people Nothing to do, nothing to lose And it's you and me and all of the people and I don't know why I can't keep my eyes off of you

All of the things that I want to say Just aren't coming out right I'm tripping on words, you got my head spinning I don't know where to go from here

Cause it's you and me and all of the people With nothing to do, nothing to prove And it's you and me and all of the people and I don't why I can't keep my eyes off you

Something about you now I can't quite figure out Everything she does is beautiful Everything she does is right

Cause it's you and me and all of the people With nothing to do, nothing to lose And it's you and me and all of the people and I don't know why I can't keep my eyes off of

You and me and all of the people With nothing to do nothin to prove and It's you and me and all of the people and I don't why I can't keep my eyes off of you

What day is it And in what month This clock never seemed so alive..

hell yeah. ;)

2005-04-26T11:26:00.000-07:00

let me go _3 doors down.

one more kiss could be the best thing
one more lie could be the worst
and all these thoughts are never resting
and you're not something i deserve
in my head there's only you now
this world falls on me
in this world, there's real and make believe
this seems real to me

you love me, but you dont know who i am
i'm torn between this life i lead
and where i stand
you love me, but you don't know who i am
so let me go
let me go

i dream we head to what i hope for
and i turn my back on loving you
how could this love be a good thing
when i know what i'm going through
in my head there's only you now
this world falls on me
in this world, there's real and make believe
this seems real to me

you love me, but you dont know who i am
i'm torn between this life i lead
and where i stand
you love me, but you dont know who i am
so let me go, just let me go
no matter how hard i try
i cant escape these things inside
i know, i know
but all the pieces fall apart
you will be the only one who knows
who knows

you love me, but you dont know who i am
i'm torn between this life i lead
and where i stand,
you love me, but you don't know who i am
so let me go
just let me go

you love me, but you dont
you love me, but you dont
you love me, but you dont know who i am
you love me, but you dont
you love me, but you dont
you love me, but you dont know me.

tinatamad ako mag post.. haha. :) baka mamaya nalang. well, here's this song that's stucked in my head. ;) ganda. haha. maybe you can realate too. ;)

be right back.

Love lotz,

elai-bobwelai. :)

24 today.

2005-04-24T21:15:00.000-07:00

whats the date today? april 24. haha. wala lang. hehe. poocha, i still have a homework to do but instead im here online. haha. magagalit si sir. patay. pero di naman niya ako kayang pagalitan eh. hhahaha. math pa. shet, nakakabobo. haha. pero infairness, ako pinaka mataas sa class namin. haha.

thing that pisses me of.. to fail in mc then tranfer in a budhist school wherein i have to take up chinese lessons and summer class then a teacher will come up to me and tell me that i am included in the top 10 sa buong high school. nakakaloka naman. haha. tapos i dont talk pa to my dear classmates. hahaha! grabe, nakakatamad.

wala akong masulat dito. hay. ka chat ko si bianca ngayon. grabe, how i miss that girl. sa lahat naman yata ng tao, mamimiss ko talaga siya. well, our friendship has a nice story. it started wherein i hate her so much tapos takot siya sakin. then nung 1st year, we became buddies. :)) hahah! nice! i even left my own barkda because of her. i never thot na, kung sino yung pinaka ayaw kong tao last year, yun pala ang magiging pinaka close friend ko. were not bestfriends but we are sisters. haha. eh kapatid ko sila nu rozen eh. hahha. :) si rozen din!! i hate her before kasi ayaw sakania ng ate ko. [problema na nila yun. :)] tapos di ko inakala na magiging kabarkada ko pala siya. wow. yung mga taong ayaw ko ng end up na mga close friends ko. :) haha. nice. here pa. yung story namin ni migs iba naman.. chatter siya sa regis nun ako din. tapos napagtripan namin siya ni mellow, so parang nagaway away kami sa chatroom. tapos ngend din kaming close friends. nakakatuwa noh. i always hate. haha. :)

here's my msg to the person i miss the most..
hoy ikaw.. miss na kita. haha. wala lang. take care of yourself always. :) you know i love you. you know i really do. but still i have to move on. haha. :) wala lang. sige thats all. :)

this is so sad. its 24 today yet i havent talked to her. shit. i kept on waiting pero nothing happend. this is a sign. hahah!!! :) anyway, hey YOU. its 24 today. happy 3rd monthsa. haha! i <3>

sige, ill end my entry here. i have to answer my math homework pa. :) sigeh take care for meee. :)

i miss pumba.

Love lotz,
elai-bobwelai.Ü

2005-04-23T05:23:00.000-07:00

blog again. haha. nilulubos ko naa. baka matagalan ulit ang pag bblog ko. :) haha. anyhoo, i have a new layout. :) haha. i wont change it na. i like it. haha. ;) thats me. bwahaha. grabe, sayang ang pag oonline ko. di naman siya nag oonline! grrr. anong petsa naa. asan naa. haha. anak ng.. grr. bahala na nga siya. haha.. miss ko na siya. thats all. hahaha.
BYEBYE mc. :) haha. yung mga tao na kasama ko sa batch night.. haha.. yun na yung last time na kasama ko kayoo. daaaaaaaaamn. pero ok lang. ill take a visit naman eh.. yung mga may atraso sakin.. babalikan ko kayo. haha. ;) kidding! mamimiss ko naman lahat ng mga tao dun eh.. kahit na yung mga gagong nang aasar. hahaha. :) di naman ako ganun kasama para di sila mamiss. :) hahaha! i will miss 1-10 most. :( haay. guys, thanks for making my first and last year in mc very memorable. 1-10 is the best. haha. madami mang away, still, 1-10 will always be together.. right? haha. kaya nio yan.. yeeeeeeeek. drama amp.. :)) hahaha. wala lang. sige, ill try go online tom nalang. :) tc!!

Love lotz,
elai-bobwelai.

wooh.

2005-04-22T22:47:00.000-07:00

tagal ko na di nag oonline. haha. :) anyway.. i wont study in mc na. damn them. im starting to hate mc na. as in hate. im not irritated.. im so pissed. haha. ;) sama nila. anyhoo.. im going to study sa academy of sakya. its a chinese school. and yeah, im having chinese lessons. i have a summer in math. tapos meron din sa chinese. grr. i think i have to make adjustments na..

things to do..
1. adjust to the new environment.
2. be nice to my classmates. grr. co-ed kasi.
3. concentrate on my chinese lessons.
4. study harder. i dont wanna fail na.

things i have to do..
1. try totalk to my summer class classmates.
2. practice my chinese language or whatsoever.

the people i miss..
1. migs
2. chay
3. bianca
4. rozen
5. dana m.
6. tooot.

haha. i miss them. and i will miss them. ngek, drama. haha! :) i wont study in mc na nga eh.. tapos my mom said na i will just visit mc mga 3 times a month. tagal din yun. grr. plus migs is still in the states. haha. tapos minsan lang ako mg online. haha. di ko sila maka usap.. ill change my ABOUT ME part pa here.. akala ng mga tao hate ko si migs eh. :) hahaha. i dont. and i wont. ;) friend ko yan eh. hahaha! cgeh, i have to go. take careeeee. :)

Love lotz,
elai. :)

2005-04-01T14:56:00.000-08:00

congrats sa mga taong ng garduate today april 1. haha. :)
congrats to the following [uy special mention.ü]: sasa, rina, myky, bettina and louise. wow. highshool naa! haha! well, congrats and goodluck sa highschool. :) mwaaaaah. :)

happy april fools guys! haha! ingat sa mga nang uuto jaan. :))

crush ko parin sha. haha. as in tulad ng dati! woohoo. ahaha. wala lang. secret kung sino. :p ahaha. bbyeeeeee. ;)

Love lots,
elai-bobwelai. :)

parapapapa. :) haha. boreeed. :)

2005-03-31T23:25:00.000-08:00

i hate erica :)) pero not the serious type of hate. haha! :)) eh kasi sabi niya baka daw.. baka daw.. baka daw hindi.. baka daw hindi na.. baka daw hindi na siya.. baka daw hindi na siya bu.. argh! nakakatawa! :)) haha!! tapos sabay *knock on the wood* siya. haha! wala lang. its so damn boring. shitty. haha. :) tapos i have this friend. she likes my other friend. eh crush ko yung friend ko na yun. eh parang proud pa siya na nag ka gusto siya dun. tss. haha. ~~nakakagago siya.~~ argh! tapos yung crush ko yatang yun, nagka crush din sakania. tss. haha. joooke! magsama sila! pero di pwede kasi gusto ko parin sakania. haha! tapos may nakakatawa paa. yung karibal ko, crush niya si toot dati. eh gusto oh di ba? haha. bwahahah. shet ang sama ko ba. haha. grabe. pero friends kami. haha. hindi nga lang niya alam na asar ako sakania. actually, ok naman siya as a friend. haha. dahil lang sa isa pang tao kaya yun. haha. :) alam naman nung crush namin na gusto namin siya eh. ayos noh? haha. wala lang. grabe, 2 nalang gusto ko ngayon. parang bago mag end yung shool year, 4 yung crush ko eh. haha. nawala na yun 2. actually 5 pa yata sila. ahaha!! dami kong gusto. haha. :) wala lang. :) yeak. uy bagong spelling ng yek. yeak. :)) haha! imbento elai. :)) haha. im kinda pissed. pissed na hyper! :)) nice. sige sakit na ng likod ko. bye.

Love lots,
elai-bobwelai.ü a

2005-03-31T17:53:00.000-08:00

boring. (: haha! wala akong magawa. and as usual, its so hot. its getting hot in here, so take of all your clothes. (: haha. kumanta. yeek. nakaka inis pa tong internet na toh. ang bagal bagal. haha. wala pa mashadog online. kanina mai nagonline, tapos na dc ako, tapos ang hirap na maka connect. anak ng.. haha. (: jooke. hehe. ang weird ko baa. pasensya na. wala akong magawa. di na gumagana utak ko. pati dito wala na akong masulat. haha (: im wathing lifestyle network. haha. pinag uusapan nila FISH. wow. tapos SQUID. sige lang. haha :p

its so damn boring. im watching magnifico haha. (: jiro is soo kyotee. (: haha. oh yeah. kaso he's too young. age doesnt matter. haha. nung first time kong nanood g magnifico, umiyak ako. haha. sa movie house pa yun ah. kahiya. ayy! may sugat ako. nadapa ako while playing volleyball with my ate. haha. (: tatanga tanga kasi. :p pinag hahabol ako ng bola. anyhoo, wala na akong 24/7. tss. kahapon yung deadline. haha. deadline ampucha. hahaha. expiration date pala. (: haha. shiet ang gulo koo. haha. more than 10 people texted me na. and more than 10 people na din yung di ko narereplyan. huwaw. haha (: magdodownload nalang ulit ako ng kazaa. yak. siguro kung boredom can kill nga, 50-50 na ako. :)) haahaha! jhaaaaaaazz kheeeethinng. :p haha. wala lang. segeh. i will edit this later nalang ulit. (:

ang hirap naman..

2005-03-30T20:59:00.000-08:00

hay. i have a big problem. as in big. haha.

ang hirap magmahal pag ayaw sakania ng bestfriend mo.
parang kailangan ko pa yata shang iconvince na okay sha. hirap naman! pero feel ko, di ko sha macoconvince ayaw talaga nia yun para sakin. well, she has a point naman. kasi she wants the best for me. sabi pa nga nia next time daw magmahal naman ako ng taong mahal din ako. yung solo ko lang. walang mang aagaw. eh hello! ang hirap naman nun. kaya parang ayoko nang mag mahal. seriously, ang hirap ng situation ko ngayon. my bestfriend wants me to avoid her na. eh parang ang hirap nun. iwasan yung mahal mo? tssk. argh. di ko tuloy alam kung iiwas ba ako o hindi. shit. ayoko naaa. pinapaiyak nia ako. haha! yeah i wanna cry. kasi binibigyan nia ako ng problema. but i think she's right naman. :( ano ba. elai kasi. tanga. argh. bahala na nga!

Migs.. sorry.. :(

2005-03-29T18:32:00.000-08:00

migs.. shit, i dont know how to start.. pero.. SORRY NAAA! i didnt mean it. im sorry kung natamaan ka. sorry kung feel mo binubully kita. sorry kung feel mo i dont care at all. sorry kung i went way too far sorry kung nadagdagan ko pa yang mga problema mo. d ko naman sinasadya eh. believe me.. sorry if i made you cry.. potaa.. im sorry.. bati na tayo!! i promise di na toh mauulit.. if you dont want to talk to me.. ok.. but i want you to know na im really sorry.. ang tanga tanga ko.. di ko man lang inisip na nasasaktan ka na pala sa mga sinabi ko.. d ko naman gustong awayin ka nun eh.. di ko nga alam na inaaway na pala kita sa lagay na yun..im so sorry for hurting you . hay. nakaka-guilty isipin kasi d man lang ako nagsorry agad.. siguro kung ginawa ko yun.. d tayo ganito ngayon.. siguro d enough tong mga sorry's kong toh.. pero, yun yung totoo.. argh! i hate myself.. di din totoo na ayaw na kita makita.. duh!! i miss you already! ofcourse i do wanna see you.. and i didnt know that you have so many problems na.. migs.. i know my limitations.. di ako makikipag asaran sayo kung alam kong pag sumobra ako, mas madadagdagan yung init ng ulo mo.. nung nabasa ko blog mo.. d pa ko nakaka half.. gusto ko na i-close.. pero, i realized ako din yung mali.. tapos after reading it.. i cried nalang.. kasi ang sama sama ko eh.. diba?! ang sama ko kasi nagawa ko yung isang bagay na ayaw na ayaw kong gawin.. yung paiyakin ka.. i dont even have the right dude.. sorry migs.. if you want to kill me.. go ahead.. im a bad friend.. im cruella devil.. haha.. im not epecting everybody to be perfect or nice to me.. coz me, i aint perfect.. im not goin to be perfect.. basta.. im really sorry for those things i said last night.. di na mauulit.. ever.. now i know where my limitations will be.. sorry migs.. sorry talaga..

i love you even if you hate me.. i am so so so so sorry...

shit :(

2005-03-28T22:19:00.000-08:00

migs is mad at me. argh. shit. ano ba yan. i dont know kung totoo ba yun or what. ganun na ba ako kasama?.. hainako. i just wish i would die na. ayoko ng ganito. :( an sama sama ko sakania. hala. she hates me.. :( oh well.. sinabi na nia eh. naniwala na ako. hay. can someone please slap me on my face para bumalik na ko sa dati? nag iba na ba ako? argh. soree naman. the problem is, you take those jokes too personally. pero mai sinabi ako kanina na totoo.. "..bumalik ka na.. kasi d mo na din naman ako makikita pag balik mo.." if you hate me.. then.. go on with your life.. coz you can live without me naman eh.. sino ba ako db? si elai lang. ako, i admit.. i cant live w/o you.. but i can try. bahala na nga. shit.
nabasa ko blog nia. natouch ako. yung touch na para akong sinaksak?.. ang sakit sobra. kung akala mo, ganun akong tao.. masama.. walang kwenta.. ok.. i cant change that! first.. im not MEAN.. im not bullying you.. hindi ako masama sa mga tao.. lokohan lang yun eh. you know that i dont mean those things. im sorry for ruining your day!! you should have killed me na nga. kasi id rather die.. than to hear those things from you.. you know what.. i didnt expect that youll react that way.. kasi alam mo namang di kita kayang ganunin db? im sorry. shit. i feel so useless. para bang, tinalikuran na ko ng mundo. if you think im one of those bitches.. well.. it's your choice..migs.. you know me.. as you said.. im like one of your close friends.. but now i just realized that.. you dont know me at all.. sorry if i made you cry.. i didnt mean it!! hay. cge na. sorry again.

..i feel fucked up..
..i feel shitty..
..i feel like dying..
..shit..

scary movies rocks. ;)

2005-03-28T20:51:00.000-08:00

nanood ako ng 2 scary movies ngayon. haha! ang saya. ;) yung isa sa HBO. katakot! ni-lethal injection sha tapos bigla shang nabuhay! nyak. wa-epek naman yung gamot na yun! walang kwenta. haha. ;) tapos ngayon nanonood ako nung lillian velez murder story sa cinema one. aaargh. katakot. pero ok na din kasi ilang beses ko na din napanood. kaso, ang creepy parin isipin na nangyari talaga yun. aargh. haha. wala lang. grabe, imagine yourself killing the person you love? aaargh. haha. in my case, ako yung pinapatay ng taong mahal ko. haha. not literally. but its like im slowly beig killed because of sadness and depression. hahaha. hay. i dont know if i should feel sad o ano. haha. i dont have enough reasons. hehe. im so tired. my body aches already. haha. i played with my brothers kanina ng volleyball then basketball. haha. sakit ng katawan ko!! potaaa. :( haha. tapos sakit ng leeg ko. haha. ewan ko kung bakit!! siguro dahil kanina pa ako nandito sa harap ng computer ko. haha. hay. hindi ko toh maiwan eh. feel ko ito nalang nakikinig sakin. :( hay. enough of this non sense na nga! haha. :p anyhoo. kaka offline lang ni ehem.. nung crush ko? haha. :) mehn, i didnt even talked to her. haha. walang guts? haha. ;) nahihiya. pero sabay kaming nag online. literalling sabay! :)) haha ang oti ko. kasi friend ko nga sarili ko sa YM eh, pagka online ko.. nakalagay "ELAI IS NOW ONLINE." "***A IS NOW ONLINE." wooooh. hahaha! wala lang. hehe. kinikilig nanaman ako. haha. ang labo ko. sabi ko di ko na sha crush pero.. haha.. CRUSH KO PARIN SHA!! hahaha. :)) yek, proud ka ba. :p wala lang.

nagpaparamdam si mica hahaha. :) nahulog yung planner ko.. naka open sa JUNE 11, 2004. wow!! tapos pag tingin ko sa TV "blah blah OCAMPO" hahaha. tapos mai nag IM sakin sa YM "mica" haha, :)) parang ako.. "itetext ko ba si mica? o hindi?" hahah. :)) pinag isipan pa eh. pero i didnt text her. haha, :) wala lang. kachat ko si migs ngayon. wala lang. sharing. sigeh. mamaya nalang ulit! byyee.

Love lotz, eLAaai-bobwelaaaiÜ

2005-03-27T08:07:00.001-08:00

i just got home from batangas. hay! grabeng vacation yun. sakit sa katawan. haha!
i miss migs na
haha. :) wala lang. shitty. sakit ng likod ko. bakit ganun?! haha. dahil siguro sa volleyball. i miss migs, bianca, rozen, chay, kat, lea, cheddar, aina, xina [woohoo!], in short 1-10 ahaha. :) ok, here goes this stupid pc of mine again. argh!! palagi nalang na ddc! tss. haha. kabadtrip!

anyhoo..

i was talking to this friend of mine kanina. haha. she was really pissed to this someone. ay, blind item nanaman tooh. haha. :) these two used to be good friends. almost bestfriends. kaso, friend 1 had as problem with friend 2. ayun.

2005-03-25T20:49:00.000-08:00

I find blogging kinda cute. ahahaha. anyhoo. birthday ni kat tom. and wala akong load sa sun. happy birthday nalang kat!! :) hehe. i'm getting bored. buti nalang nag online si migs. di na ako bored. haha. otee.